Letting go..

I am still not sure..when to let go..or should i even let go..let go of you..

I am flooded with all those moments when i was waiting to exhale all my thoughts to you..pour everything out that i held so close to my heart..

I bet no one will ever know how good we were..how magical our days were..how happily lit our nights would be..how a simple nod of your head could make me smile..how assured i would become when you just held my hand when we crossed the roads..

Del..i have a million memories..and i would give my life to relive each one again..:)

I know all this i wrote makes it sound like one of us is going to die whereas the reason is one of us is going to have a brand new life...:)

whatever..this one is just for u..for that one person who just came striding into my life n made me such a happy person..a better one..

Oh how much i love u..i love you cz u cannot say 'no' to everyone except me..
i lov u cz u never wanna hurt anyone..even though u r dying inside..
i lov u cz u never get tired of listening to all my bullshit..
i lov u cz u are EverReady to accompany me anywhere i take u..be it hell..or the worst restaurant in town..
i luv u cz u share ur dreams with me..
i luv u cz u opened the windows when i was rotting my life in darkness..
i luv u cz u wiped my tears..u told me it was okay..it would all be okay one day..n i trusted u..i still do..
i luv u for a million more reasons..reasons that my heart knows..reasons too many to count..

Sometimes i feel why didn't i meet u earlier..would have been such a btr life with u around..but then God has his mysterious ways..i am sure i would have hated you had i met u earlier..naaahh..actually i could never ever do that..

Its very very rare..that someone just comes up in your life..n takes your breath away..adds a new color to your life..i had heard of it..u made me realize that its true...u r a blessing

I know i wrote this post like we r dying tomorrow..bt what the hell..may be we could..so before i die..i want to tell u..i make an unbreakable vow..to cherish every moment of time i have spent with you all my life..and no one..bloody no one can break what we have..i can stand on the top of the mountain and challenge the whole world for that..





I can quote a million quotes about friendship to let you know how i feel buddy..but we dont need them..i'll just tell those lil cute ones that made me all urs..'thik hoye jabe'..'korte nei'..'emmi'

U made me cry..n u made me smile..u r my spcl one..:)