Saturday, 3 December 2011

When poetry sings..

Melecho chul..
Khulecho daana..
Jaani aangul choano maana..
Tobu aaji..aami raaji..
Chaapa thote..Kotha phote..
Shono..
Amake raakho thoter bhetore..ghumer adore..

Jo wada kiya wo nibhana padega..roke zamana chahe..
Roke khudaai..tumko aana padega...

Sunday, 13 November 2011

When your heart speaks, take good notes





When your heart speaks, take good notes. ~Judith Campbell


This sweet lil quote got me thinking..Why do we become so vulnerable at times??
Its not that we are the only ones in the world who have pain..all of us do..each one of us have a different journey..different world..our reasons are different..our actions..our choices..all are different..
Are we all suckers for pain..Do we like to see ourselves in misery?..
I don't think so..I think it is because we just are very human and we don't stop ourselves from believing..believing in ourselves or believing in others..and then we get hurt..and we go on cursing everything on why are we made to suffer!!
But the reason is our heart our thinking keeps on poking us with reasons..its just that when we are happy we ignore them..n we keep making mistakes again and again!!
Even then..i guess that makes all of us more beautiful inside..that little bit of pain..that unshed tear..that stolen smile..all these will stay bound in our heart till the last ounce of breath we have..its just that we have to accept that we still will have dark moments..moments when we are all alone in the crowded world..but its these moments which make us realize what the care of a parent is..what a reassurance a friend can be..the toughest moments give us the strength we long for always..and anyways no matter how long the night is..the dawn is never far away:)

Sunday, 23 October 2011

those lil moments..

♥...

It would have been oh such a boring life..
if i did not have my those lil moments..

Jumping up 2 catch that teasing branch of the tree..

Licking that chocolate off the palm..

Balancing the walk on that railway line..

Raiding the freezer in the midnight..binging on and on and on..

Waving goodbye to the plane flying away..

Looking at those stars all night long..

Feeling that gush of wind hitting the face..

That comfort of completing my story book..

Hearing that oh so soul stirring piece of music..

That mad friend making me smile even though i feel murderous..

Those sudden bursts of laughter that only my mad binzos understand..

That smile every time those lost happy things come back running back to me..

Waking up smiling n sleepy..

These million lil things surround me all day along..

each day every moment..♥

Saturday, 22 October 2011

not any more..no!!

I took a lil step towards u..
I let my heart take over..
I let my fears go away..
I thought i had nothing to lose..
I gave you all i had..
I thought you knew..u had to know..

But then u just walked away..
Without a sorry..without looking back..
Leaving me stranded on that empty road..

I broke down..and so did my dreams..
and all those fears engulfed me back into darkness..
reality gave me that mocking smile..
and i stood staring at nothing..
Suddenly i was empty from within..

I thought how could i even breathe..
But isn't it amazing that i still do??
you hurt me so hard..u left scars on my soul..
and d scars remained for long..

But now its a new morning..
I am learning to stand up..to clear my eyes..
to see the sun rising..to feel the air..
Now i know the power to hurt me is not with you anymore..
No not anymore..

Saturday, 15 October 2011

Clueless musings..


I sat down to write something..to fulfill a long cherished dream..and the first thought that strikes me is..umm..i don't know what to write??

I don't know if everyone who wants to pen down their thoughts feels the same way..whatever..I start with a disclaimer..this blog is the first thing i dedicate to only and only myself and its gonna end up being one self-obsessed ride..and happily so:D



This blog is my memoir..this will be filled with my musings..my thoughts and it will stay alive somewhere in this world even when i fade away..:):)




Wooohooooooo.......i finally wrote some lines.....:D:D





Ting ting ti ting;)